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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Aug 31, 08 at 5:48am Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	With a dulled pencil tip in the corner of the page I eerily wrote January 7th... This was the end I promised myself. In this notebook was every detail about yours truly. Every thought, every feeling... everything. This would be all that I would leave behind. A 150 paged notebook telling in detail about the last 3 years of my life... From when I first moved here to when I decided I'd write this and end it all. I couldn't look at myself anymore... I couldn't bare to see the new me. I made my way to the post office, after makeing my last entry, to mail this to the first person mentioned on my list. An ass named Brittany A Colone. The list I am talking about is the list of the 9 people who made the idea of suicide more and more inviting. In the first few pages explain that. Each person who recives my notebook must mail it to the next. Lucky number nine can take the book to hell with them. If the chain is broken... there are some dire consiquenes for those on the list. All of which are explained later... I bet by now you are wondering who I am, and what kind of bitch I am to be blaming nine others on my decion... but I don't care anymore... I don't feel pain anymore... I don't have emotions, not after what happened... You have the right to know what's in the book though. Or so you think. So, fine. I'll let you see for yourself the asses I had to deal and the shit I have gone through... Just keep reading... This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 15 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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Kingdra Follower 15 Neo-Married to Harvestgoddest on 4-24 member: postin' posse total posts: 555 since: Nov 2007	Aug 31, 08 at 11:02pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
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Princess Peach96 Taylor Lautner!! forum junky total posts: 98 since: Aug 2008	Sep 03, 08 at 12:11am re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Oh I like it. Keep writing. -------------------
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BB_Brona Om Nom Nom Nom! Hooked on Neo since: May 2008	Sep 04, 08 at 9:58pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Please continue!! ------------------- Je suis perdu en France... Est-ce que vous pouvez me trouver...?
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 3:08pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Thank you, guys <3 Sorry I haven't updated recently but, here you go! Next posty I promise! It isn't real Kingdra_Follower XD I'd never do crap like this This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 20 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 3:26pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	If it is italicized it means it's in the book. 'kay? Ok. - Hello. Alyssa here. And I know you know me... kinda weird to read a dead girls words, eh? I don't care. I don't care about you or your feelings. If you recieve this book that means that you killed me. Not litterally in any means but...you did. All nine of you did somthing to me to make want to disappear and never be spoken of again... Every single one of you. I bet a couple of you are thinking 'What the hell did I do?!' Yeah... I thought that to when you did what you did. So here is my payback. Nothing extreme. Just a book filled with pencil marks. If you want to know why your in this book.... And I'll tell you...Later though. For now though, you have to know the rules. They are pretty simple. Read this whole book and pass it on to the person on the list (located on back flap) And if you don't pass it on, or you let someone not on the list read it...There are dire concqences. A trusted person who I know and you all know made a deal with me...Well I made a deal with him. When I told him of my suicide thoughts he told me to hold on.. And I did, for him. But he has an extra notebook. This exact one...just a copy. And he will bring this notebook to the news station or whever and this book will be posted around the town, state maybe... and that wouldn't be good, now would it? Nope. Not at all. So, anyways. If you want to know what you did to me... Just keep reading... This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. This message was edited by xxKayleexx on Sep 27 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 6:01pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Well let's start with our, I mean my, first bitch. You all know her. Miss Brittany Colone. Miss. Most popular. When I first moved here to Monroe three years ago you were my first friend. My first real friend. I remember when I first met you... Your mother dragged you over to our house 'To meet the new neighbors' Which was rarity. But, when I opened the door you smiled. I guess you thought it was cool to have a girl next door who was your age. I don't know... My guess. Our mothers became best friends. And so did we... for awhile anyway. That first summer we spent every night together, at the park. Talking. Just talking about everything form our shoes to our favorite bands. But, when school started...you changed, but only towards me. Our Freshman year. Just into Highschool. Me being a new student to, I needed someone to help me... Someone to talk about my first day with, share my homework with. But, on that first day when you got reunited with your friends...Your 'real' friends....you started rumors. Rumors about me, ones that destroyed me. Some still haunt me to this day. And I had no defense. You grew up with these people, everyone in this town. I was new. Every one took your word and discarded mine... This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 8:43pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	I remember my first day at Highschool. I had one class with each of you on the list. 8 in school classes and I was in Writing Club with one of you. But, on my first day in period 1, Math, Brittany you sat on the other side of the room. I called your name when you first entered the class room and you didn't reply.... You just went along talking to the girls who were behind you... I shrugged it off, maybe you didn't hear me or somthing. Yeah right. So, after class I walked over to you and said Hi. You just laughed, at me, to my face, and walked away. I just stood there and blinked for a second. The rest of my day was boring. I met the teachers, other students, the other 8 of you, and blah blah blah. But when I was putting things in my book bag, you walked over, Brittany. You and your girl-friends. You started to talk to me... I have no idea what you said, I was to angry to listen. But then, you started getting louder. And grabbed my backpack. You dug your hand in the bottom and dumped everything out. Then you just left. Everyone staring at me... This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 9:38pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	That was when he walked up. The next person on my list, Bryant Cardel. I'll get to him later. By the second week of school, everyone knew the new girl's name. Not for a good reason either. The first rumor I heard, was that I gave a guy a blow job. And by the second date I'd be giving the guy a full service.. I was crushed. I had no idea about who would start such a rumor. I didn't even have a boyfriend and I hadn't since I moved here. But when I tried to talk to you again, Brittany, I knew you did it. You laughed at me again and then gave me a present... It was in a shopping bag. It was in first period before the bell rang, So I opened it. It was a pillow. You said, "I tohught it would be nice considering how much time you spend on your back." I almost hit you. I should have. Thanks to you saying that infront of the whole class, I was stared down... And approched after class. A boy from Math grabbed my ass and said "Damn, I guess they were right." I went home and cried. Your a bitch. Your rumors will come back in my story. Just wait. But, for now, we move on to Bryant. This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 9:56pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Anyone? No replies ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 11:09pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Jan 2 My precious, precious Bryant. I first met you when Brittany dumped my books onto the floor. You were the only one who didn't go back to walking along. No, You stopped and helped me pick up my things. You were wearing your baggy blue jeans and your 'My chemical Romance' shirt. God, I thought you were the cutest guy ever. Bryant, you were so nice. You asked if I was alright and why they did that. When I replied 'I don't know.' you took the liberty to walk me home. Saying 'Just incase they come back.' So, we walked home together. It was so cute, how you got embaressed when we got to my front door. You know, you were the nicest person I met. And the realist. But you had to go and bleeping ruin it... This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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Kitty1999candy The Sweetest Sin ♪ neologist total posts: 408 since: Jul 2008	Sep 06, 08 at 11:16pm re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	WTF!?!?!? It got reported!??! It shouldn't have because your story was ripper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ------------------- Kathrine
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IRMGARD Neophyte total posts: 30 since: Mar 2004	Sep 07, 08 at 12:41am re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Your Brilliant and you convey your words soo well!
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 07, 08 at 1:41am re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Thank you :3 - Once the rumors started...you went right along with them. Telling everyone that you walked me home and I let you feel me up. You got alot of popularity. Alot more anyway. But, so did mine, my popularity as the school whore. So, thanks. Really. Thank you so much for making sure everyone knew my name. The cute, easy new girl. But, you know Bry, the worst part was, I didn't realize what you were doing until you started walking me home, everyday. I thought it was a nice gesture, and I accepted. Everyday, for two weeks. We walked home together. We talked about everything, and again, I trusted someone. I thought we were really good friends. I thought...I don't know what I thought... This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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xxKayleexx <3 s-e-e-k-e-r since: Mar 2008	Sep 07, 08 at 3:07am re: Writing Goodbye... {Use of language and Mature Content}
	Either way, On the 13th day of you walking me home, you decided to kiss me. I of course accepted. I had, had a crush on you sincewe met. So, I gave you an innocent kiss. A nice, gentle,kiss. Are some of you readers surprised? Yeah, I'm sure you are. From what all the rumors said, I bet you all thought I'd dragged him into my house and let him bleep me. Yeah... that's not what happened. However, on the 14th day, when you tried to kiss me again. Which I accepted. But in mid kiss you slipped some tongue. I thought that was a little pushing it... But I shrugged it off. Then you moved yours hands... From my waist to my ribs and then to my chest... I stopped kissing you and pushed you away. But... You wouldn't stop. This message was edited by XxKayleexX on Sep 10 2008. ------------------- ~My Pride and Joy~
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