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Amoena
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Well it's been a long time since Caitlin dearest and I took a shot at this. We're definitly not thinking that this can top A Race To My Heart, but we're giving it a shot. ;D Hope you enjoy!
Author's Note: This Joint story is rated PG 14+ for sexual abuse, vividly described scenes, and violence. ~ .:Hannah:. I could see the puffs of my cold breath seep from my mouth. I was freezing. The hairs on my arm stood up, as if reaching for the warmth in the air they would never find. My chest rose up and down, lungs trying to pull in more and more each time. Soon, I was sure I would run out. The heat from his lips warmed my stomach, warmed my arms as he kissed me up and down. Everytime his skin touched mine, a shiver scaled my spine, making me want to scream for him to stop. To please, please stop. I had begged him several times before. But there was no convincing him to ever let me go. All I wanted was to tell someone, but he had told me--no, warned me countless times. That if I ever dared to tell he would beat me senseless... beat me until I was as bruised as my mother was when she left. I was the new victim. I've been his new victim for two years. And all I wanted was for it to end. "Cold?" he laughed, and I could feel the smirk spread on his lips. "Let me heat you up," he mused, trying to woo me into this. He never would. "Come on, Hannah!" he sneered now, getting angry by the little effort I was putting into this. "Am I really asking for so much? God.." He rolled over off of me and sighed, letting out a big puff of air from his lungs that reminded me of the cigarette smoke he so often let go. "You're no fun," he laughed. What was this to him? A game? Was it some sick, twisted game of his? "I want this to stop," I coughed, regretting it seconds later... forgetting what happened the last time I told him I wanted this to stop. "I want this to stop now." My head turned away from him, my eyes so scared to see the expression on his face. The sheets began to rustle, and I wondered what he was planning on doing. Was he, hopefully, leaving me with the last word, finally taking this into consideration? Finally letting me have the freedom I've begged for for years? Or... was he heading towards the bat in the corner of the room? The one he would use whenever I misbehaved.. "Daddy?" I said, sitting up a little, holding the sheets over my bare naked body, trying to cover something as if I wasn't used to him seeing me. My eyes scanned the dark room for his darker silloutte. And there it was, bending over, reaching for the bat that leaned against the far corner. "What did I tell you about this stopping?" he said, monotone. "What did I tell you, Hannah? What did I tell you would happen if you spoke up again?" he hissed now, with much more emotion than before. "I don't want to hurt you." Liar. "Promise not to speak up again?" I swallowed down hard, and stupidly didn't think. "No. I want this to stop now. I'll go to the police this time I swear!" I said, nearly screaming. "Stop it! Stop it now!" I yelled, being as loud as possible. Maybe someone would hear. "Stand up." he said, his voice angry and vicious. "Stand up." he repeated... just like before. I did as he said, and shivered in the cold air of the room. Tears streamed from my face, even though I was so used to the pain. Tomorrow he would have me wear a hat to school, to cover the blood that would seem from my head when he bashed me with the bat. Tomorrow he would make me wear long sleeves, to cover the bruised and nearly broken arms that would sling around from my shoulders. Tomorrow, he would hit me again, warn me again and tell me that if I spoke a word to anyone, I would hurt so much more. This was Daddy dearest. This was the man I lived with... and would live with for the rest of my life. This was my prison keeper. The man who would have me locked up forever. Hitting me in the head, and just as every other time it seemed harder than ever, he grunted, as if just moving like that hurt. He threw me onto the floor with the force he used and kicked me when I was down, leaving bruises on my sides. He hit me with the bat a few more times... then left me, door wide open for my sister to see. This message was edited by Amoena on Mar 05 2009. ------------------- ![]() | |
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Bleeding Rose
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Holy shit... powerful writing. PLEASE continue.
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IronFistQueen
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This is where I come in. 8D
- - - .:Natalie:. I bit down hard on my bottom lip. The hairs on my arms were standing up straight, goosebumps lining my pale skin. My green eyes watered will salty tears, but I refused to let them fall. My whole body was freezing, even though I was wearing a baggy red hoodie, gray sweats, and wrapped in a plain blue blanket. The whole room was spinning; I didn't remember where my glasses had fallen. "Hey, Nat, are you in there?" I heaved a sigh as he called my name. His voice was like an angel's, calling to me from the high heavens. "Yeah, Kris. I'm here." My tone was flat and lifeless, one you'd hear from a hospital patient. Kris came rushing into the bedroom, taking a seat next to me and wrapping his tan arm around my back. I swallowed the lump in my throat; this felt so wrong. Even though five minutes ago it felt so right... "Natalie, what's wrong?" His voice sounded worried. "Are you okay? If I had known you were afraid I never would've-" "Kris, hush." I took my pasty index finger and placed it on his lips. "Trust me, I wanted to do this. You didn't force me, I didn't force you. It's just---I feel terrible." "Nat, I know the guilt is tremendous, but-" "I think I should just go home now." I stood from the bed and tossed the blanket on his lap. "I'll see you in school tomorrow. Make sure you don't give anything away." He nodded solemnly and handed me the glasses I must have left in his car. Sighing, I hurry and leave his house before his parents arrive home . Although I knew it was terribly wrong, I was practically in love with Kris. Nothing could tear us apart...not even my sister. - - - God, mine is way shorter than yours, Shel. D: | |
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Circe
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Woah. It's intense and very well written. Are Natalie and Hannah sisters? If so, I must've missed that somewhere. >__> Anyways, please continue soon. Poor Hannah. ;__;
Haha, by the way, just mentioning this. I truthfully don't care, but it could get confusing. xD ------------------- Thousands turn out to protest global warming.
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IronFistQueen
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Oh man, sorry if we stole your title. We were kinda just tossing around name ideas and that fit. We didn't mean to. DX
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Amoena
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Yeah sorry about the title. D: Caitlin and I will probably change it to make it a little easier for you in a bit. ;D
So glad about the amount of comments we got already, by the way. =0 It was a real shocker. But then again... Caitlin's story's can do that. =P ~ .:Hannah:. "Wear this." my father grumbled, aggravated that he needed to work to cover my bruised and battered body up. He tossed me a sky blue sweater, that would surely itch against my skin. I slid into it quickly, not wanting to be able to look down and see all the marks he left me. "And this," he said, tossing me an ugly old hat that would cover the little red patches on my head where he had struck me with the bat. "Aaand," he said, stretching the sound of the a, "This." He threw me a pair of long, baggy jeans that would hang over my shoes and surely cover any marks he might have left on my legs. Obidiently, I put on everything he told me to and followed him downstairs. Nat was already sitting at the table, eating whatever it was she was eating, and keeping her stare down. She wouldn't look at me. Did she know my secret? Did she know what Daddy did to me nearly twice every week? No. How could she? Conviniently, she had plans every night Daddy struck. "Hello," I muttered as I walked past her and into the kitchen, where Daddy shoved a bowl of cereal into my chest. I held it out while he poured the milk into the bowl. "Go eat, and hurry it up, I need to get you two to school." I took my place next to Natalie and whispered to her as quietly as I could. I didn't want Daddy to invade my privacy anymore than he already had. "Where were you last night?" I asked, and I almost began to say Where were you when I needed you? He did it again, where were you?. But I held my tongue and waited for her response. Still, she didn't look at me. However, I kept my stare locked on her. My purple eyes stared at her, analyzing her and trying to find her flaw. Sometimes it seemed like she was perfect. She looked at me for a second, and my eyes locked with her green eyes, which were just as beautiful as her. "Out. With a friend." "Sure you were," I hissed. Daddy snuck up behind us and stroked his hand through my orange hair, fire red just like my mother's. I could almost see his face, looking down on me, smiling... picturing me naked... picturing his lips and his hands crossing my every curve... touching my every blemish. Natalie stood, walked into the kitchen and put her plate in the sink, then slipped her feet into her shoes and said, "I'll wait out by the car." And she headed for the door, grabbing her coat on the way. I wish my escape could be as easy as hers was. Now that we were alone, Daddy realized he might be able to get me to touch him before we got into the car. He also realized that he would be able to touch me before Natalie would come back into the house, complaining about how long we were taking. He had a dirty knife in his hand, so I let him touch me and tried not to cry. I let him grab my wrist and pull my hand to his pants zipper... "'Atta girl," he mused, eyes closed with a grim smirk on his face. Inside, I was screaming at him. Practically blowing up, even. But still, fear held it down and I let him get away with everything. ------------------- ![]() | |
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IronFistQueen
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.:Natalie:.
It was so hard to face my sister. She had a certain look about her that said, "I know my boyfriend is cheating on me. But who could it possibly be with?" It's horrible, because as sisters, we're supposed to be able to share trust. With me sneaking around with her boyfriend and everything, I don't really think that's working out, though. I slipped into the front seat of the car, shutting the door gently beside me. It was freezing out there, being it was the dead of winter in Manhattan. Even though I was dressed appropriately for that time of year, I was still freezing my ass off. I had on a pair of denim skinny jeans, tucked away in a pair of knock-off Uggs. Beneath the purple button-up sweater wrapped around my upper body, I had on a baby blue camisole. Over top of all that, I was wearing a stylish, yet comfy, winter jacket. "What's taking them so long?" I muttered to myself, shifting my wait in the passenger seat. After about ten more minutes, my sister and father came stumbling out of the front of the house. My dad was beaming; Hannah just looked depressed. "Natalie, what are you doing?" my dad asked me, climbing into the driver's side of the car. "You got shotgun last time. It's Hannah's turn." "Dad, I'm fine back here," Hannah whispered, barely loud enough for anyone to hear. "It's not fair," my father snapped. "Hannah, get up here. You can sit in the back, Nat." I sighed and stepped out of the car, letting my ill-looking sister have the front. I didn't know why my father was so snippy about fairness, but it seems like no matter what, he always played in Hannah's favor. I think ever since we started high school she's been his favorite. "Now that we're through, we can get a move on," my dad murmured. "Let's get you girls to school." I nodded my head and peered out the window. All the little houses along Windon Street were placed perfectly next to each other in a row, all accessorized with expensive vehicles. I couldn't wait to get my license that Friday, when I was supposed to take my driver's test. Hannah was scheduled to take her test on Thursday, and if we both passed, dad promised us each a car for our birthday's, coming up in a month. Of course, we all knew Hannah's would be ten times better than mine.. | |
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Amoena
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.:Hannah:.
Daddy was playing favorites again. And only I knew why. It made me feel really bad inside that he treated me so much better than her... even though she should be the one who gets the special attention. Daddy practically ignores her and barely gives a shit about anything she does. Natalie aces nearly every subject and she gets a pat on the head if anything. I get an eighty on a mid term exam, bombing it because i'm too busy reliving in my mind the horrors my dad put me through last night and I get a new Ipod. Let's face it, the only reason he cares is because I give him what he really wants. "Okay girls, here we are." he beamed, a little less grumpy today because of his little boost this morning. "I can't pick you up after school, I'm working late," he sighed, probably disappointed that he won't be able to get a retake tonight, "So it would be wonderful if you two could get rides, okay? Okay. Bye!" And then he kicked us out and watched us walk away. Entering the building, I noticed the big pool of people, all absorbed in their own problems...their own dramas... all probably so much more miniscule compared to mine. I didn't smile at any of them as I walked to my locker. By this point, Natalie and I had split in different directions. Our lockers were practically across the school. Opening my locker, I quickly grabbed the books I would need and began to head to class. As I did, I ran into someone... special, I guess you could say. Okay, yeah. Someone very, very special. ------------------- ![]() | |
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IronFistQueen
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.:Natalie:.
The walk to my locker was long and boring, but once I arrived, a whole group of friends awaited me. There was Jennifer, my study buddy in math class, Reggie, who is the punk skater girl who drags me out of bed at six in the morning just to watch a new trick she came up with, and finally there's Gwen, a girl that is obsessed with blurting out her feelings no matter what anyone thinks. "How are ya, Nat?" Jen smiled, rummaging a clumsy hand through her messy blonde hair. "I couldn't get ahold of you at all last night. Where the hell were you?" "Out with someone," I answered simply. This sparked Gwen's interest. "Someone special?" she grinned. "A date, perhaps?" "No...someone I met on vacation in Florida. She was visiting her grandma and wanted to hang out with me." I flashed a totally fake smile, hoping they'd buy it. "Oh, that's cool I guess." Gwen frowned, disappointed. "Hey," I suddenly heard behind me. I turn around and see Kris standing there, looking calm, cool, and collective. Unlike my stupid self. "H-Hey, Kris," I replied, trying not to give anything away. "Have you seen Hannah? I can't find her, and I've looked just about everywhere." He bit his lip. "Nope, haven't seen her," I responded quickly, turning back to my locker and slamming it shut. "I gotta get to English class, anyway. Maybe she's there waiting for me. I dunno. See ya!" I burst out of the little cluster my friends had made and charge down the hallway, hoping none of them would catch me. I just can't deal with the guilt, and if Gwen ever managed to get me to share my secret, I'd be dead. Dead I tell you. | |
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Amoena
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.:Hannah:.
Dead, I tell you. Dead. It wasn't something I could explain in any other word but that: Dead. That's how he made me feel. It was like my heart stopped beating for forever, and wouldn't beat again until his hand touches mine, jump-starting my whole system again. His hair was black and straight. Long bangs fell in front of his gorgeous eyes and reached just to the top of his perfect lips. His smile was to die for, and his eyes could knock someone dead. His posture was a perfect slouch, and he walked with such swagger that any girl with sense would collapse at his feet and beg him to touch her. Any girl would want to be touched by him. Touched...wanted...loved. "Hey, Hannah," he smiles, flashing his brilliant, white teeth. He flips his head a little, pushed the bangs out of his eyes so he can see me better. I cough, struggle to breath for a second and then finally get a hold of myself. Using my one free hand, I brush some of my red hair out of my face. "Hey," I reply, doing my best to smile and act as cool as possible. It's impossible though. He makes me melt. "So, I was wondering if I could walk you to class?" he says, his smile growing a little more and he lets out a feint chuckle. "Yeah sure," I smile. As we walk, I feel like I'm melting even more. Everytime his side brushes up against me.. I breath in a little more. It hurts to be with him. But I can't stop. He's my heroine. "So I was thinking about last weekend and how much fun we had," he laughs, "Wasn't the concert great? I think we should definitly do that again. As long as your boyfriend doesn't mind, of course." he smirks, and steals a quick glance at me then continues to look ahead, almost as if he's scoping it out for Kris... getting ready to move away if he needs to. "Yeah definitly, I was also wondering if maybe this weekend you wanted to come and pick me up from my place and maybe we could just get a smoothie or something... talk, you know?" Now I look at him, just to see he's looking, too. I smile and look away. "Yeah. Just one thing... this time you need to tell me your secret. I know you're hiding something big. I mean... you always get so close to telling me, then just jump and say nevermind. You stutter too, all the time. You can trust me with whatever you say, Hannah. Please, tell me." I could hear it in his voice... how badly he wanted to know. And believe me, I wanted to tell him. But everytime I got close, I choked on my words... imagining Daddy's bat swinging at me again. "It's n-nothing, really. S-so you should just stop ask-asking about it." "Look! There you go again, stuttering. Hannah," he slips his hand in mine and holds it tightly, "I know you, and you can really trust me, please tell me." We stop in the middle of the hallway, all of the school bustling around us, and for a second I think we're about to lean in... about to lock lips... "Hannah! There you are, babe, I've been looking all over for you." And in that second everything began to spin again. Nate's hand slipped from mine we looked away from each other just to see Kris walking towards us, arms open, ready to pull me into this big bear hug. Reluctantly, I accepted and pulled on this big fake smile. "Oh, hey Nate," Kris coughed. Yeah, as if he just noticed him now.. as if he just hadn't noticed our hands locked, our lips moving like magnets towards each other. "Thanks for watching her for me," he winks, "But I think I can take her from here." Oh God. "See you around?" And Kris dragged me off. Looking over my shoulder, I saw Nate standing there, looking down at his shoes then up for a moment to see my leaving with Kris. If this was a fantasy world, I'd slap Kris silly and run into Nate's arms... let him hold me and touch me.. and it would feel good. It would feel right. It wouldn't feel a thing like Daddy's touch. It would feel better. And the hurt would be good. It would be a good hurt. And he would really, truly love me. And I would really, truly love him. And we would truly, really be happy. But then I remembered this was a real world. And any new guy would need to be approved by Daddy. And Daddy only approved Kris because i've been seeing him before this started and he hasn't seen me yet. ------------------- ![]() | |
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Kamikaze
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Amoena
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(: Thanks a lot. Well if Caitlin would just post we could probably make it even better.
But she's not here. D: ------------------- ![]() | |
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Nice story, as usual. =D
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IronFistQueen
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Sorry, I'm gonna post right after this one.
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