What is this pain? I need to get rid of it! Is it pain of the heart? Pain of the mind? Pain of the truth? What is the truth? where can I find it? He said the truth controls this whole thing. Why do I have so many questions?

She died, and another he killed her. I will get him. He said the truth is with this other he. I will get this truth, get her back, and relive the pain. I promise. But the pain still grows. Time has passed since then, and I lost to the other he, and more and more pain has come my way, as I have to restart. Why? Is this the truth Ovan spoke of?

I beat him, but she did not return...was he not the real truth? My old enemy has returned, and my old friend, has turned into an enemy. What next? Ah! She is gone too? Ovan, where is this truth?

This is the real thing. My real life pain. I embraced the truth and it backfired on me. She...she... made the pain worse. But, I still fight. I still love her. No...love isn't the right word. Not yet. I will keep fighting, but at a slower pace this time. I have lost too much in my lifetime to just keep losing. When with the truth go in my favor? Again with my questions...Is it possible to face the truth without being hurt, or to not face the truth without being hurt? He once said that hurting is what keeps us alive. Im growing insane by the second, I need to be alone, but he also said that being alone will only result in more loss...I need someone, and shes the someone, but I might have just lost her because of my mistakes. Why does he try to help me, when he knows he is not helping me. He only gives me more questions. I have one last question though. If he is the truth, why does he want me to destroy him? Mabey, he wants to be destroyed so the truth will go in his favor, and send him into the painless world, where as he still resides here, in as much pain as I am in.

Ovan, you are like me in ways. We are both the truth, and we know that the truth is inside of us all. We are both wise, and kind, but series when needed to be, and we entrusted our own lives with those we care about.

There is a hidden picture, somewhere in this neo home. If you can find it, send me a pm with the image, and you win a prize. Poems: The clock of destiny "The passage of time ceases to exist. Terror and chaos arise from the graves of those who have yet to die. Those crazy enough to walk the streets at night don't make it back to the morning. That is....if morning comes. The clock of destiny strikes midnight, and then the world starts to fade. You may now regret your decision to walk outside, for you will be the first to dissapear. The clock of destiny resides at the center of the world, just waiting for the nothingness to come, for by the time the world fades all the way down to the core, a minute will have passed, and the world will be reborn. Now it's up to you to decide, is the risk of walking outside when the world fades alright to chance, if you will just come back in the end? The answer lies within the clock of destiny.