I'm feeling mean today Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated Self control breaks down Why's everything so tame? I Like my life insane I'm fabericating and debating Who I'm gonna kick around Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself I *bleep*ing hate you I'm feeling cold today Not hurt just *bleep*ed away I'm devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound So why'd I feel the need? I think it's time to bleed I'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself I *bleep*ing hate you You open your mouth again I swear I'm gonna break it You open your mouth again, Oh God I cannot take it Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll *bleep* you up Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll *bleep* you up Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll *bleep* you up! Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll *bleep* you up! Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll *bleep* you up! Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll *bleep* you up! Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself I *bleep*ing hate you I *bleep*ing hate you I *bleep*ing hate you (Shut up!) Shut up!