Jonny_RP

video games:sc,mk,tekken, gow and others
music:death metal,all metal,some pop and hip hop
movies:horror,comedies all that captures my attention,death note
tv:lost,simpson,south park,futurama,party of five(used to watch that show), death note

Summon suffering

I am here
But i am not there yet
Trying to get to the point i once was
Trying to be, what nobody's ever been and never will be
Walking in the darkness
A light never showing it's face
Trying to contain my madness
Trying to belong in this place
I will stand though
Life is a melody
A calamity symphony
And when hatred and distress has got me
I will stand and no more will i fear anything
I feel that life leaving me
I'm becoming nothing but a memory
Breathing but suffocating
You've summoned my suffering
I won't take what you offer me
I don't want what you gave to me
I'll give it all back to you- I belong to me
And summon the suffering
Living in the darkness
No one to ever see me
I will be hiding my face
Til i belong in this place
One day i'll belong in this place
Stand your ground
Life is a symphony
A parody of every world and everything
That entertainment provides you with
And wants you to read, hear and see
And for all of the blood
That we have all spilled
And all of the sweat it took
To get to where we wanted to be
This top we think we've reached is still so far ahead
And most of us will never even reach
But when all the sweat and blood are turning into tears
Let your pain and sadness turn into rage and madness
To destroy every barrier that keeps you from realizing your goal
And finally realizing yourself fully inside
I won't take what you offer me
I don't want what you gave to me
I'll give it all back to you- I belong to me
And summon the suffering
What you are trying to sell to me
I will never take it
This is poisonous to me
And what you always asked from me
I will never give you
But i will play with you for a little while
This i'll be fun
And if you really thought you could ever defeat me
This place shall become your grave
This i'll be fun
Life is a symphony
Thru all the worst reminders around prove us that exist eternal youth and beauty
Life is a symphony
A parody of every world and everything
That entertainment provides you with
And wants you to read, hear and see
And for all of the blood
That we have all spilled
And all of the sweat it took
To get to where we wanted to be
This top we think we've reached is still so far ahead
And most of us will never even reach
I won't take what you offer me
I don't want what you gave to me
I'll give it all back to you- I belong to me
And summon the suffering


While everyone's seeking for the same thing
I'm trying to hold on to nothing
I don't believe your words about life or death, hate or love, passion or compassion
I'm trying not to ask, for more than i have
I'm trying not to reclaim, what i never deserved
Or do i only fear, i could lose everything? To the hand of nothing?
A nothing like you
Am i only used to be alone?
Or have i always been that lonely?
If i must trade my individuality
to fit your world and live up to your standards
i'll learn to cherish life's loneliness and pain again
Are you asking for something?
Something from me, i have nothing
and got less than nothing to give you
i *bleep*ing think you deserve what you're worth to me
Even if it should make a lesser man of me to your eyes, don't ever *bleep*ing ask for more than nothing from me
I will not lose what i gained
Never lose anything, to a nothing like you
Are you happy to be alone?
Or just as lonely as me?
If you ever had to trade your individuality
for a fake feeling of security
You'd be better off learning to live in your insecurity
Like me
Like me
And everyone else around you
The disease as spread around all of us
Liars, haters, rapers, destroyers
Became leaders of this world and they all want a shot at us
For we will never dare to put our trust in their words
I never asked to be a leader
never claimed i was a hero
but before i go, i'm the only one that has ever said my own way these words to you
We are used to be alone
And must be proud of being lonely
If we ever had to trade our individuality
for a feeling of security
Then what the *bleep* would this security be worth for? We would have lost our everything
and be left to nothing
A nothing like you, like me
and everyone else around you and me


Disconnected
We were born to suffer for our own sins
earning no life but waiting to die
Detached
We trust no one but ourselves
but we are the ones lying to ourselves
The truth will hurt you brutaly
You earn your futile life
only to get a ticket to hell
Disconnected
We suffer for the sins we have commited
lying to ourselves that we are victims
Detached
Complaining in vain
only to fill a void created by our selfish thoughts and needs
The truth will hurt you brutaly
your earn your futile life
only to get a ticket to hell
Truth emerges from the abyss
when you didn't expect this
to slap you in the face
You will live and leave no *bleep*ing trace
when you depart for your *bleep*ing space in hell
You can't escape the path you're walking
unbreakable walls around you are rising
you can't deny what you're becoming
Your selfish ways made you king
But your lies, sins and vision of life
will destroy you like nothing
Disconnected
Lying to myself, i live in darkness alone
but i'll never beg forgivness
The truth hurts me brutaly
I'll earn my *bleep*ing life
only to get a ticket to hell
Truth emerged from the abyss
and i never expected this
to slap me in the face
I've lived in the dark, i'll leave without a trace
when comes the time to get my bed of nails in hell

Blinded by sight
what's there between fiction and reality?
is there truth in all your lies?
is there a world growing healthy somewhere in this dying world?
Is this a dream or
is this our only reality?
Is this truth or
are we forced to live a lie?
Blinded our sight
What's there between fiction and reality?
Must be something between everything and nothing
Must be a world we haven't flew to yet
A world healthy inside this sphere of misery
Is this a dream or
is this our only reality?
Is this truth or
are we forced to live a lie?
Questions and thoughts never answered
Just to drown us deeper in insecurity
Beliefs, reliance always challenged
We can't see this thru only by hiding away
Fear for i've lost all my sight
but i can still hear
Fear for you wonder where you're going
but where you're from you always want to forget
Fear, *bleep* no regret
Fear will drive you to react
To react to finally realize that
There is clearly something between everything and nothing
Questions and thoughts finally answered
now you got to overcome your insecurity
Beliefs, reliance will be challenged
We'll see this thru daring to step out of our apathy













Not much to say i was born on may3 1985 and lived a typical life since the age of 10 when i realized life wasn't that funny.I've been angry a lot in my teen ages since i once took a pen and realized the pen was a weapon,mighter than the swords or guns!Writting is actually a weapon.You can write about yourself and your feelings like anger and fear!Or write about fantasy.There is a lot of hard knocks in life but there is always a way to get the hell up when you fall and remember "Only the dead will see end of the war."

My parents divorced when i was 16,i'm lucky at 16 i was able to understand and was happy with the divorce?dude at 8 or 9 you don't have a clue why you see all the pain and suffering you see from your both parents and wonder why you are being bullied in school!Nothing could have prepair me for this stupid life of mine and even at 16!So here i just wish i never saw what i saw in my family but i did so...I just don't care anymore,care for yourself if you want a good advice.

neo best friends:

VALLHUNTYNE was the first guy i talked to here

KATBIDE cool guy,i dunno who's my best mate here between vhal and him...

STARFOX10 don't talk much with him but he sounds cool and seems to like ivy too

TAKININJA o clearly one of the best friend and person i met in my whole little life!she's nice,cool,funny sometimes and she's also one that i like to debate with!there are people i wouldn't even debate with but you...don't tell anyone takininja but in a face to face i bet taki beats ivy.but in my mind i still prefer ivy she rules!

ANTHONYPWNS667:cool dude that i met on midway forums,nitty rules dude!but not over Ivy!oh there no!

YOSHIMITSU220:fan of wrestling and jeff hardy!triple h rules dude!

RAY MASSAMUNE:just becuz i like to get on good sc players nerves!

I want to see Europe someday,not kidding,all or most of all metal bands i still listen to are from Europe.my best mates on forums are from Europe like England,Norway and Italy.Ivy from sc is British that is a weird and stupid reason but one more to justify why i want to see how's England and Europe...Europe,the oldest continent on the world also.

Maybe one day,until then,life is cool.take it with a grain of salt but don't eat to many of these grains of salt cuz your belly will hurt!

I love wrestling and football
SC ROCKS AND IVY PLAYS FOOTBALL!
D-FENS!D-BOOBS!

Chuck norris used to rule
Chuck norris can beat up clowns but ivy beats up Chuck norris.

FOOTBAAALLL!:1st & 10 ball on the 20.the quarter back sets with one line backer behind him...HOT ONE,HOT2,BOOBS 1...GO!
QUARTER BACK GIVES IT FOR THE RUN,NOPE!IT WAS A FAKE!HE LOOKS FORWARD,PASSES TO IVY...SHE ESCAPES A TACKLE AND RUN FOR A LONG GAIN WILL THIS BE...SHE'S ALL ALONE AT THE 20,THE 10,TOUCHDOWN IVY!!! WITH A BOOB PASS FROM AN UNKNOWN QUARTER BACK!OH THE MAN'S GOT THE ARMS!WHAT A PLAY!
HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A PLAY LIKE THAT JIM?
JIM:NO HAVE YOU SEEN HER ASS WHILE SHE WAS RUNNING?
SHUT UP JIM!
FIRST YEAR IN NFL THE YOUNG RECRUT IVY GOES FOR HER 52TH TOUCHDOWN OF THE YEAR!BEST RECRUT EVER SEEN JIM,SHE BEATS UP RANDY MOSS RECORD LONG AHEAD OF HIM!
JIM:UNBELIEVABLE MAN!

THEY CAME BACK AT THE VERY END TO WIN JIM!
IVY:7 PASSES,7 RECEPTIONS FOR 230 YARDS GAIN!3 TOUCHDOWNS!
LINE BACKER DEVON:3 RECEPTIONS,5 RUNS FOR 80 YARDS GAIN!
PLAYER OF THE DAY QUARTER BACK JONNYRP AGAIN,16/20,80% A TOTAL OF 445 YARDS GAIN!5 TOUCDOWN PASSES!
THAT TEAM OWNS JIM!

LET'S GO TO A REPLAY JIM,QUARTER JONNYRP MADE A RIGHT DECISION WITH THE FAKE FOR LINE BACKER AND DURING THAT FAKE ONE RECEIVER,IVY FOUND A HOLE,DEFENSE COULDN'T COVER HER PROPERLY,SHE CAUGHT THAT PASS,WHAT A PASSE AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT SHE RAN FOR MORE THAN 35 YARDS FOR THE TOUCHDOWN!IMPRESSIVE!
JIM:YEAH BUT DEFENSE SUX!
AH,SHUT THE HELL UP JIM!

SEE THIS THROW JIM,QUARTER JONNYRP KNEW IVY WAS OPEN AND SHE DID IT,SHE KNOWS HE'S DID A GREAT PASS SO POINTS AT HIM,HE POINTS AT HER AND NOW THE SNAKE SWORD CELEBRATION DANCE!
WHO CAN STOP THIS OFFENSE JIM WHEN QB JONNYRP SAYS WE GO FOR MORE?
WITH 3 WIDE RECEIVERS ON THE PLAY,TAKI,IVY AND VETERAN CREEPY CERVANTES!THEY JUST PWN!


If you read this well you're somewhere you don't belong and you should just turn your back and leave.being curious kills,believe me i know about that!

Hate tv and shopping and hate you with no particular reason.unless you are an sc fan and player,can beat me to it with both Ivy as characters then i will respect you and if you respect me and are nice with me like play fair well screw you dumb ass insult me cuz i will too.only IVY deserves respect around sc forum.And oh if you take all that seriously well you are pitiful more than i thought and should learn the ways of THE INSANE!

Used to go on midway but i hate spammers that won't allow other spammers to spam .

DAMN I HATE METAL FORUMS !

Why can't we be gothic music fan even if we're not goth guys ?

DAMN THEY SUCK !

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