I miss you. We didn't get a long so well sometimes, but it doesn't matter. You've been dead for a year now, almost.

Other people got on with their lives, even your wife and children. But me? I-I... I thought I could deal with it.

When it happened, I wasn't really shocked or surprised, but it was kind of disorienting. I guess I have to get on with my life, but I can't. I don't think I want to .

I have missed you, I will miss you, and I am missing you, Man.

~R.I.P. Julian G. Balin - December 13, 2006~