Shadie Chaos

I like to help the poor starving children of Africa.

not many of you will ever really know me.
I'm sometimes difficult and confusing but usually I'm pretty easy to understand.
I like meeting new people and I give people the opportunity to get to know me but most of you wont even try.
If you talk to me I'll probably reply to you as long as you give me something to reply to.
I tend to take a little more than I can handle.
I'm the girl who takes the corner piece of the cake that has the most frosting and then ends up not being able to finish it.
I love photography and I have an amazing relationship with art.
Art is one of the only things I can do no matter how I'm feeling.
My dream is to be a psychologist and do art on the side, but, the truth is, I'm scared to death of the future.
There is only one person who has ever been able to actually make me look forward to the future.
I love people who make me happy.
Actually not even just happy.
I love people who can make me feel any good emotion.
My emotions have a huge impact on the kind of person I am and I have a lot of different emotions.
I'm never the kind of person who thinks about only one thing at a time,
I always have about a thousand different thoughts pouring through my mind.
I'm probably never going to grow up.
I'm sometimes very immature and stubborn.
My mind is not easy to change.
I love music.
It's pretty much the only thing that will for sure always be there for you.
It's also the only thing that can change its meaning to fit how youre feeling.
Everything I feel is real.
I dont pretend to feel anything.
And I dont say anything I dont mean.
I love my family.
They're a huge part of my life.
I've made some mistakes and learned a lot of things throughout the fifteen years ive been alive,
but I think thats what life is all about..
making mistakes and learning from them.
One of the things I have learned is that a true best friend is one of the most important and beneficial things a person can have.
I have an amazing best friend.
We just have this certain understanding of each other.
We dont call each other every single day or do every single thing together because we dont have to.
We can go for days without seeing each other and still know that we're best friends and we'll always be there for each other no matter what.
And we have been there for each other through an incredible amount of things.
I love green tea ice cream.
I love cold weather and gloomy days.
There is a lot to learn about me and dont think you know me just because you read this.
Talk to me.
And really try to get to know me.
Ask me something interesting dont just say whats up and then talk nonsense.
Those are things I wont reply to.
Ask me how my day is or something.
Keep it interesting.