superpikmin101

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! I hate my brother because of him all my data is lost and now i have to start boring you all over again!!!
well, it's around midnight right now and i can't sleep so i guess i'll just type. i'm to tired to think or am i just that stupid that i can't keep a train of thought for more than 5 seconds. i'm failing school right now and i have no tv which isn't going to make me focus i just have a curse were i can't pay attention the screen making me go blind now but yet i keep typing because trying to sleep is going to be like stapling my eyes shut and snapping my back i half. so yet i continue talking to an invisible audience because talking to the people at my school is like trying to reason with dirt stupid and pointless. wow i must be tired to be using all these weird expressions so i guess i should go to bed or just serf the net for a bit

i want to reflect my thoughts but all that comes to mind are random tales about some guy named jack. whatever, i hate my school my school instead of learning we did charity work (o.k. it's not that bad but i got put on meals on wheels and some of those had smells that just made me outrageously sick) i still haven't had a minute of sleep in days and the only thing keeping me awake is lots of energy drinks. i have some random band i don't even know on my radio and their blasting my brain through my ears. i still can't stand health care with their pointless drugs we didn't need but 20 years ago but the last few years they claim you most have health care, aspirin and all other drugs they make. o.k. my hand is shaking out of control, i think i should go to bed but my bed is still as hard as a rock.

how is it that some people can through life without ever worrying about death, while other live their lives in fear and the people who embrace are crazy? so far in my life I've living up to everyone's expectations i really haven't had any real ideas on my own since I was six. I just don't want to keep living like this but when i try to go off on my own i feel lost and I don't accomplish anything. i guess i will go through the rest of my life not knowing if i can make it or am i just headed for a dead end. sorry this is sounding like a cheesy drama novel but being alone just makes me think about mortality and how messed up my life is. man i wish i had some orange juice. life is just moving way to fast for me, even in the calmness of Vermont i still feel there is nothing to do is work and complain. i hate the country, well i guess i don't hate it i just wish i didn't feel so boxed in all the time. I've been locked up in this house so long I can actually fell the wall closing in on me. I wounder, is there still a place on this earth were people can say there they have complete freedom over what they say and do, is there a place were a grown man can relax without worry about the future, were is this place, is it heaven or is the that false too, i guess we won't find out until the clock strikes our time but when it does i just hope we will all be prepared.

10 things i hate
-people who just want to "help"
-pop music
-the government
-people who stereotype and generalize
-birds
-people who scream when they talk
-American health care
-people who can lie straight to your face
-tough guys
-George Bush

10 things that are cool
-music with real meaning
-my drums
-t.v.
-video games
-my friends
-writing my thoughts
-the internet
-Micheal moore
-Radiohead (yep)
-being a kid

i won't be writing on this bio any more because i have discovered the ancient art of pen and paper